Showing posts with label light. Show all posts
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June 2, 2024

Parables in Pentecost: Light under a Basket

 

This summer, and through the season of Pentecost, we’ll be looking at the Parables of Jesus. As noted last week, Br. Luke Ditewig (SSJE) notes, “A playful perspective honors mystery. There is so much we do not know, and that’s ok. There is always more than we can know about the other. There is more than we will know about ourselves. There is so much more about God than we know now. There is always more.”

I suggest you read the parable itself, perhaps in each of the Gospel versions (when it’s in more than one Gospel) and/or in more than one translation. The ‘Conversation Starters’ are questions and ideas to get you thinking about the parable and your faith. They can also be a way to start a conversation with others. ‘Action items’ are crafts or activities that you may want to do with, or without, young children or grandchildren. Play and song are ways we don’t always equate with prayer and devotion. They are ways to connect on a deep level. Give yourself permission to try some fun this summer.

Scripture

14‘You are the light of the world. A city built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15No one after lighting a lamp puts it under the bushel basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven. (Matthew 5:14-16) See also Mark 4:21-22 and Luke 8:16-17, 11:33-36.

Conversation starters

Seems silly to think of putting a candle under a basket, doesn’t it? You could start a fire, and you wouldn’t get much light from the candle.

Jesus says, You are the light of the world. We are not supposed to hide our light—our talents and love. But we do sometimes do just that. Have you ever pretended you didn’t know the answer at school or in a group? Why might we do that? Is it harder to ‘let our light shine’ in a group of friends or strangers?

In Jesus’ time, there weren’t electric lights, so candles or oil lamps had to be put on some sort of ‘lamp stand’ so they could be seen and give light. Even then, there wasn’t much light from just one or two lamps or candles. Imagine trying to do work with just the light of one candle. You could see better if there were more candles, couldn’t you?

Have you ever had to use candles, or even just a flashlight, for light during a power outage or when camping? Jesus says, let your light shine. We can shine more effectively when there are more of us working together. What is one creative thing you could do with someone else to shine more brightly?

Action Items

Try this experiment: Get 5 candles (votive size is OK) and 4 glasses of different sizes. Light all five candles and cover four of them with a glass. Try to guess which will stay lit the longest.

Or: Try this with a group. Everyone gets a glow stick. Light them and tell everyone to try and hide their glow. Then repeat in pairs and teams. 

End by singing This Little Light of Mine

January 22, 2023

Psalm 27: Hope and Prayer

 As we continue in our exploration of the Psalms from the Sunday lectionary, we come to Psalm 27, full of affirmations of security and salvation. The lessons also reflect the theme of hope. From Isaiah 9:1-4 we hear The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who lived in a land of deep darkness— on them light has shined. The Gospel (Matthew 4:12-23) repeats this promise and tells us that Jesus began his ministry as that Light by calling Andrew, Peter, James, and John from their job as fishermen. The Epistle to the Corinthians reminds everyone that the message about the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. (I Corinthians 1:10-18)

God’s ways are not human ways. God’s timing isn’t the same as human time. There were many centuries between Isaiah’s prophecy and its fulfillment in Jesus of Nazareth. As Paul notes in his letter to the church at Corinth humans have the sad habit of fighting with each other. It is easy to get discouraged when we think God isn’t paying any attention to the problems that seem to be everywhere. That isn’t true, of course. There is always God’s hope behind and between the lines of any story.

The portion of Psalm 27 for Sunday (verses 1, 5-13) offers hope with the reminder that God is light, salvation, strength and never deserts us. Psalm 27 praises God for God’s help when we are afraid or in trouble. The New Living Translation says that God calls us to come and talk with me. Isn’t that what prayer is—conversation with God? We can make it complex and think we need the right words. Sometimes prayer is grief that silences words or beauty that takes away our breath. Sometimes prayer is a quick ‘thanks’ or ‘help’ or even ‘why’? God hears no matter how we pray.

With the Psalmist, our response to God’s invitation to talk freely to God is Your face Lord will I seek. The New Living Translation has this response and plea, my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.” Do not turn your back on me.  Do not reject your servant in anger.  You have always been my helper. Don’t leave me now; don’t abandon me,  O God of my salvation!

God is always in every occurrence whether we think it’s good or bad. Each prayer is reaching out to God to find God in the situation. It is looking for God’s face. Where do we find God’s face? For some it is nature or in a church. It may be in your own face or the faces of loved ones. For others it is in the faces of hurting humanity. It’s easy to overlook the fact that each person we meet is God’s face looking back at us. Whose face will you look at to find the Face of God? 

Psalm 27:1, 5-13

1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom then shall I fear? *
 the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom then shall I be afraid?
5 One thing have I asked of the Lord; one thing I seek; *
 that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life;
6 To behold the fair beauty of the Lord *
 and to seek him in his temple.
7 For in the day of trouble he shall keep me safe in his shelter; *
 he shall hide me in the secrecy of his dwelling and set me high upon a rock.
8 Even now he lifts up my head *
 above my enemies round about me.
9 Therefore I will offer in his dwelling an oblation with sounds of great gladness; *
 I will sing and make music to the Lord.
10 Hearken to my voice, O Lord, when I call; *
 have mercy on me and answer me.
11 You speak in my heart and say, “Seek my face.” *
 Your face, Lord, will I seek.
12 Hide not your face from me, *
 nor turn away your servant in displeasure.
13 You have been my helper; cast me not away; *  do not forsake me, O God of my salvation.

The Lord is my light and my salvation—so why should I be afraid?
The Lord is my fortress, protecting me from danger, so why should I tremble?

The one thing I ask of the Lord—the thing I seek most—is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,
Delighting in the Lord’s perfections and meditating in his Temple.
For he will conceal me there when troubles come; he will hide me in his sanctuary.
 He will place me out of reach on a high rock.
Then I will hold my head high above my enemies who surround me.
At his sanctuary I will offer sacrifices with shouts of joy,
singing and praising the Lord with music.
Hear me as I pray, O Lord.
 Be merciful and answer me!
My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.”
 And my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.”
Do not turn your back on me.
 Do not reject your servant in anger.
 You have always been my helper.
Don’t leave me now; don’t abandon me,
 O God of my salvation!

(New Living Translation)
 

Next week we’ll look at what Psalm 15 has to say.

January 1, 2023

New Year's Wish

 


As we enter a New Year, may you be 
Blessed by the Light of God's Love.

December 24, 2015

Christmas Eve 2015

O God, you have caused this holy night to shine with the brightness of the true Light: Grant that we, who have known the mystery of that Light on earth, may also enjoy him perfectly in heaven; where with you and the Holy Spirit he lives and reigns, one God, in glory everlasting. Amen.

Today is Christmas Eve and we rejoice in the light of all the candles on the Advent wreath, plus additional ones like the white one in the center. The collect from the Episcopal Book of Common Prayer calls us to welcome the True Light.

May we each be blessed as we welcome the Christ Child into heart and home this day and each day to come.


You will find other Christmas collects on the next couple days, when you have time to pause and pray, and welcome the Light. 

December 2, 2015

Advent 1-Wednesday-Great Humility

Almighty God, give us grace to cast away the works of darkness, and put on the armor of light, now in the time of this mortal life in which your Son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility; that in the last day, when he shall come again in his glorious majesty to judge both the living and the dead, we may rise to the life immortal; through him who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen

As we consider the prayer for the First Sunday of Advent, we are reminded that Jesus, the Light of the Word, came in ‘great humility.’ St. Paul reminds the Philippians that they should “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.” (Philippians 2:3-4)

Jesus was fully God, yet he became fully human in order to bring humanity back to relationship with God. Paul points out just a little later in Philippians that “[Jesus], being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage.” (Philippians 2:6)

The image of a small ant, and D.L. Moody’s comment that ‘we may easily be too big for God to use, but never too small’ is another definition of humility.

What is your definition of humility?

December 1, 2015

Advent 1-Tuesday-Light in Darkness

Almighty God, give us grace to cast away the works of darkness, and put on the armor of light, now in the time of this mortal life in which your Son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility; that in the last day, when he shall come again in his glorious majesty to judge both the living and the dead, we may rise to the life immortal; through him who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen
As we consider the coming Light of the World, the prayer for Advent I tells us we should ‘cast away the works of darkness’. The Gospel of John tells us, “In Him was life, and the life was the Light of men. The Light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.” (John 1:4-5) Darkness is the absence of light. If we are working to be Children of the Light, we need to be open to the Light in our lives.

There are many kinds of lights. A small candle like in today’s image is comforting. A fire in a fireplace gives warmth. The light from a lighthouse offers guidance to travel safely. A searchlight can be an aid in finding something that is lost. 


What kind of light in darkness are you? A candle or a searchlight or a warming fire or a lighthouse?

November 30, 2015

Advent 1-Monday-Armor of Light



Almighty God, give us grace to cast away the works of darkness, and put on the armor of light, now in the time of this mortal life in which your Son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility; that in the last day, when he shall come again in his glorious majesty to judge both the living and the dead, we may rise to the life immortal; through him who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen

The prayer (collect) for the first Sunday in Advent calls us to put on the armor of light. One scripture that refers to that armor is Romans 13: 11-12. “Do this, knowing the time, that it is already the hour for you to awaken from sleep; for now salvation is nearer to us than when we believed. The night is almost gone, and the day is near. Therefore let us lay aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light.”

Consider the image of the light breaking through the forest greenery. 
Is there a forest in your life? Are the daily concerns keeping the light from getting through to you?

What does the Armor of Light mean to you?

November 29, 2015

Advent 1-Turn to the Light

Almighty God, give us grace to cast away the works of darkness, and put on the armor of light, now in the time of this mortal life in which your Son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility; that in the last day, when he shall come again in his glorious majesty to judge both the living and the dead, we may rise to the life immortal; through him who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.
During Advent, I invite you to join in a daily reflection on the words of the collect (from the Episcopal Book of Common Prayer) for each Sunday in Advent. Every day, I’ll provide a short, daily meditation from a phrase in the prayer. Each Sunday, you’ll be able to download a page containing 7 pictures and verses to focus on. You can use the strips to make an Advent chain, or cut out the images to make an Advent collage. I’m going to add the daily pics to die cut Christmas tree shapes and create an Advent calendar.

This prayer (above) for the First Sunday in Advent calls us to a form of repentance. It calls us to turn around and look toward the coming Light. 

We light one candle on the Advent wreath this Sunday. Each week as we light more and more candles, there will be more light until the Christ Child is born to bring the True Light into the world. (John 1). 

You can download week one for your chain or your collage or calendar. Then check back every day for meditations to go with the chain (or collage) you create. 

October 11, 2015

God is Light and Breath


Hildegard of Bingen, 12th Century abbess, mystic, writer, healer, and counselor to the rich and famous, used many images when writing about God. She saw, felt, and knew God in the world around her, esp. in nature. Two of her commonly used images were God as Light and God as Breath.
Stop for a minute and think about your own images of God. Are they physical and natural like Light or Breath, or more abstract like ‘a man with a white beard in the sky’?
For Hildegard, God’s Light radiated through the entire universe, and through each person. Hildegard says “God created us in the Light of divine power…Therefore, we remain a light that gives off light through God.”* Of course we know that Jesus said, “You are the Light of the world.” (Matthew 5:14) and goes on to compare that light to a city on a hill or a light in a dark house.
Stop and think about what the image of Light means to you as a metaphor for God. What words come to mind?
I have found that watching the flame of a candle can bring me into a quiet and holy place. The flickering flame is 3D when you look at it closely. In a dark room, a candle gives an amazing amount of light and that light provides reassurance and comfort. So too, allowing God to be a Light in our lives, gives us strength and shows us the way forward.
When God is the Light in our life, we become lights to those around us. We can be like this stained glass window (of Hildegard) that is lit by the Light of God, giving light to those nearby. Or like a candle or old fashioned lantern lit by the flame of God's love.
One thing any fire needs is air. We probably all did experiments in school where you extinguished a candle by putting a glass over it to cut off the air. Out God-light needs God-breath, to burn brightly.
Hildegard used the image of God’s Breath regularly. Sometimes she combined both Light and Breath in one revelation. “O sacred breath, O blazing love, O savor in the breast and balm flooding the heart with good…O current of power permeating all…you bind and gather all people together.” One of her prayers includes the words “I raise my hands aloft to God, that I might be held by God, just like a feather which has no weight from its own strength and lets itself be carried by the wind.”*
A prayer that many use to center and focus on God is to consciously “Breathe in God, Breathe out stress [or whatever is bothering you like worry or fear…]”. Repeat this as many times as necessary until you are willing to let God be in control of whatever the situation is.
Relax into the Light and Breath that is God’s presence all around and in each of us. Then radiate and exhale that into the world. The Christian artist Plumb has a song entitled Exhale that captures this reality. Two of the verses, esp., could have been written by Hildegard:
“Just let go let His love wrap around you and hold you close. Get lost in the surrender. Breathe it in until your heart breaks then exhale. Exhale. Oh God, we breathe in your grace, and exhale. Oh God we do not exist for us but to share Your grace and love and exhale…” 

Stop and consider God as wind or breath. Have you ever felt yourself carried along on the wind of God’s Breath?
Next time, we’ll explore some of Hildegard’s thoughts about Friendship.


*Praying with Hildegard of Bingen by Gloria Durka

June 28, 2015

Priests to carry the Light into the Darkness

Seeking God is how to heal the brokenness of the past. Jesus says “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they will be filled. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.” (Matthew 5).

Isaiah continues his promises by saying “Strangers shall stand and feed your flocks, foreigners shall till your land and dress your vines; but you shall be called priests of the Lord, you shall be named ministers of our God; you shall enjoy the wealth of the nations, and in their riches you shall glory. Because their shame was double, and dishonor was proclaimed as their lot, therefore they shall possess a double portion; everlasting joy shall be theirs.” (Isaiah 61:5-7)

St. Peter also tells us that we are a “a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light." (1 Peter 3:9)

I just returned from a weekend at the Daughters of the King Triennial Assembly. The Order of the Daughters of the King is a lay sisterhood of women from around the world who take vows of prayer, service, and evangelism. As Daughters we seek to live into our baptismal covenant as deeply as possible and find that the vows help us do that. This was a joyful gathering of about 500 women from 18-20 countries and from every corner of the US.

There was some business, but much of the time was spent in praising God through worship and song and in fellowship. The speakers all reminded us that we are the Light of Christ in the dark world. At the end we were lighted a candle as a reminder to “Carry your candle, run to the darkness” (Go Light your World by Kathy Triccolli)

Let’s all remember that we are called to be Lights and Priests for our God.

Go Light your World (Kathy Triccolli)
There is a candle in every soul
Some brightly burning, some dark and cold
There is a Spirit who brings fire


There is a candle in every soul
Some brightly burning, some dark and cold
There is a Spirit who brings fire
Ignites a candle and makes His home

Carry your candle, run to the darkness
Seek out the hopeless, confused and torn

Hold out your candle for all to see it
Take your candle, and go light your world
Take your candle, and go light your world

Frustrated brother, see how he's tried to
Light his own candle some other way
See now your sister, she's been robbed and lied to
Still holds a candle without a flame

We are a family whose hearts are blazing
So let's raise our candles and light up the sky
Praying to our Father, in the name of Jesus
Make us a beacon in darkest times

Carry your candle, run to the darkness
Seek out the hopeless, confused and torn
Hold out your candle for all to see it
Take your candle, and go light your world
Take your candle, and go light your world

March 15, 2015

Lent 4-Candles



This Lent we’re exploring some symbols of the season, an idea inspired by Lent in a Bag. Using some of those ideas and a few of my own, I offer these meditations as a starting point for your own contemplation during the week, or for discussion with family or prayer group. I hope the ideas will spark some new insights along your Lenten journey.
This week, we look at candles and light. What does a candle have to do with Lent? We think of candles at Christmas when the ‘Light of the World’ arrives; or candles at Easter proclaiming the great Paschal Feast. However, here we are mid-Lent and considering candles. What gives?
Jesus tells us we are “the light of the world”. (Matthew 5:14). He goes on to say that light is meant to be seen when he reminds those listening, “No one after lighting a lamp puts it under the bushel basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.”  
It is tempting to think that my little bit of light doesn’t make any difference. You may remember the children’s song This Little Light of Mine. Using the forefinger as a candle children have great fun letting the ‘little light shine’ and not ‘let Satan blow it out’! As that song teaches the children, each of us is an important flame of light in the world.
The song Light of the World from the musical Godspell* is based on Matthew 5:13-15. The song notes that when we put our light under a bushel we’ve lost “something kind of crucial” and that “the tallest candlestick ain't much good without a wick.” Lent is a time when we can pause and consider what kind of light we are giving off. We can take the time to throw off the basket that’s covering our light and trim our wick so we burn more brightly. You can see part of the Light of the World scene from the movie Godspell.
A candle doesn’t give very much light, but in a dark place it offers comfort and warmth like nothing else can. Our ancestors understood the mechanics of candle and lamp light much better than we do. My husband’s grandmother once told me how she was responsible for trimming the wicks for the lamps in the house when she was a little girl. A candle or lamp wick needs to be trimmed to the proper length to burn effectively and not smoke. In fact, companies that sell scented candles encourage you to trim the wick to 1/8-1/4 inch because otherwise all the lovely scent turns into sooty smoke without really scenting the air! I’ve always thought that trimming the wick would make the candle less effective. Instead, it is the short, neatly cared for wick that burns best. Interesting metaphor, don’t you think, for the way God keeps our ‘wicks trimmed’ by circumstances in our lives. 
In the Gospel of John, Jesus tells “the people, ‘I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.’” (John 8:12) As followers of Jesus we are to be light in the world because we cannot walk in darkness. Our flame, small or large, is needed.
I’ve always found great comfort in “thy word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path”. (Psalm 119:105) Of course the psalmist is referring to a hand held candle or lantern not a brilliant flashlight. The verse reminds me that I do not get a searchlight showing the road for miles, but enough light to show me the next step or two. The direction is out of my control because I cannot plan ahead (not that I don’t try). I have to trust God to light the path one step at a time. God’s word is the candle/lamp that lights the house and immediate pathway so that we can trust God. We are little lights in the world to help provide light to someone else.
This week
  • Meditate using a candle. Sit in darkness with just the candle and sit close enough so you can really see the colors and shapes of the flame. Let your mind and heart experience the candle OR
  • If Jesus is the Light we follow and if we reflect that light, consider how God is trimming your wick so you ‘burn’ and give light most effectively OR
  • Think about being the ‘light of the world’. What is covering your light?
Next week we’ll look ‘seeds’ and growth during Lent.
Light of the World from Godspell
*You are the light of the world!
You are the light of the world!
But if that light is under a bushel,
Brrr, it's lost something kind of crucial
You got to stay bright to be the light of the world.
You are the salt of the earth
You are the salt of the earth
But if that salt has lost its flavor
It ain't got much in its favor
You can't have that fault and be the salt of the earth!
So let your light so shine before men
Let your light so shine
So that they might know some kindness again
We all need help to feel fine (let's have some wine!)
You are the city of God
You are the city of God
But if that city's on a hill
It's kinda hard to hide it well
You've got to stay pretty in the city of God…
You are the light of the world
You are the light of the world
But the tallest candlestick
Ain't much good without a wick
You've got to live right to be the light of the world
 

April 27, 2014

From Dark to Light

Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved, and said to them, ‘They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him.’ Then Peter and the other disciple set out and went towards the tomb. The two were running together, but the other disciple outran Peter and reached the tomb first. He bent down to look in and saw the linen wrappings lying there, but he did not go in. Then Simon Peter came, following him, and went into the tomb. He saw the linen wrappings lying there, and the cloth that had been on Jesus’ head, not lying with the linen wrappings but rolled up in a place by itself. Then the other disciple, who reached the tomb first, also went in, and he saw and believed; for as yet they did not understand the scripture, that he must rise from the dead. Then the disciples returned to their homes. But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb; and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet. They said to her, ‘Woman, why are you weeping?’ She said to them, ‘They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.’ When she had said this, she turned round and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, ‘Woman, why are you weeping? For whom are you looking?’ Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, ‘Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.’ Jesus said to her, ‘Mary!’ She turned and said to him in Hebrew,* ‘Rabbouni!’ (which means Teacher). Jesus said to her, ‘Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, “I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.” ’ Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, ‘I have seen the Lord’; and she told them that he had said these things to her. (John 20: 1-18)

Over the next four weeks, we’ll be looking at the 4 Gospel accounts of the Resurrection and the women involved in them. It is interesting that the focus of each of them is a different aspect of transformation. Darkness to Light, Old to New, Seeing in a New Way, Experiencing a New Creation. I had not really noticed that myself until recently. On the surface the 4 Gospels tell the same story, with just some differences in details. The bottom line truth is that the faithful women (not the men who are too busy hiding away) discover that the Rabbi they saw die on Friday is ALIVE on Sunday!

We start with the account from John 20: 1-18. John says Mary Magdalene goes to the tomb “while it was still dark.” Think for a moment. It was physically dark because it was not yet dawn. She was in the dark mentally because she was in the midst of grieving her beloved teacher. Mary was in the spiritual darkness of not yet knowing that there was such a thing as Resurrection. Likely, she was also in the dark because she wasn’t sure how she would be able to get to the body to anoint Jesus.

The first thing she sees in the dimness of the pre-dawn is that the stone is not in place. Her first reaction is probably shock. “Surely,” she thinks, “the Roman leaders have taken the body somewhere so that we cannot even grieve properly. Who knows what further horrible thing they have done to him?”

She doesn’t linger. Instead she bolts back to “to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved, and said to them, ‘They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him.’”

Peter and John run to the grave. Brave Mary follows. We hear in the Gospel that although John arrives at the grave first, he doesn’t go inside the tomb. He just looks in and sees the linen wrappings lying there. Peter, on the other hand does go into the tomb-an act of courage for a Jewish man who will be defiled by contact with the dead. He sees not only the linen shroud but also the cloth that had been on Jesus’ head, not lying with the linen wrappings but rolled up in a place by itself.

Perhaps they converse in hushed tones, “If the Romans moved the body the grave cloths wouldn’t be folded neatly. They would be dumped on the floor. If Joseph or Nicodemus took the body they would have left the shroud on. This is very strange.” Having looked the two men depart for ‘as yet they did not understand the scripture, that he must rise from the dead.’ There is no [recorded] conversation recorded with Mary. The men simply come and look in the grave and leave, probably shaking their heads in complete confusion. They remain in the dark, despite the growing light of the dawn.

Mary lingers in the darkness, still too grief-stricken to leave the place where she saw her Lord laid to rest. In the vain hope that something was overlooked, she bends to look into the dark tomb. What she sees is astonishing. There are 2 figures ‘in white sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet.’ They said to her, ‘Woman, why are you weeping?’

It is perhaps no surprise that Mary responds to the angels without fear. The morning, though barely begun, has been stressful and agonizing already. To her it seems the cause of her tears would be obvious-an empty grave and a loved one gone. Perhaps it is with exasperation that she responds, ‘They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.’ and turns away. Mary is still so wrapped in the darkness of her grief and despair that she doesn’t really even pause to see if there could be a glimmer of light from these strange visitors.

Paradoxically when she turns from the darkness of the grave, she is met by Jesus. Not surprisingly, she doesn’t recognize him. How could she possibly expect to meet the man she saw crucified and buried standing in front of her? This person must be the gardener. ‘Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.’ Clearly Mary is willing to take the body of her dear Master at whatever cost to herself. She doesn’t stop to wonder how she will carry the body or where she will take it. Her love is desperate to reclaim Jesus’ body. In this image by Fra Bartolomeo from the 1500's you can see the angels int the background and the jar of anointing oil at his feet.

And Love responds to her love. Jesus speaks her name and the light dawns. Mary is no longer in darkness. She is ecstatic. What is wrong in her world has been transformed into something unimaginable and yet so wonderfully right that she cries out “Rabbouni”. In that word she acknowledges that He is a teacher, but more than that, he is great and beloved. He tells her to go to the men and tell them, “I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.” In that simple sentence Jesus brings Mary and the disciples into unity with God the Father. Immediately she goes and ‘announced to the disciples, ‘I have seen the Lord’; and she told them that he had said these things to her.’

Jesus speaks our name when we are lost in the darkness of our own doubts and fears and confusions. Jesus meets us when we are trapped in the graves of our own making when we let the wounds of the past trap us. Mary turned her back on the tomb and met the Risen Lord. When we turn our backs on the tombs of our past, we too will meet the Risen Lord.

When we hear Him speak our name we will find that the darkness vanishes and we see everything in a new light. John’s account of the Resurrection gives us hope when we are lost in the darkness of life’s trials and tribulations. Not even in the deepest darkest tomb could hold Jesus. We are drawn out of our tombs by the love that speaks our name.

Do you hear Jesus saying your name? Do you respond with love that cries ‘Rabbouni’?